Hello, I'm still here..well, kinda. Things been getting both better and worse, and the life still goes on somehow. I just don't know how do i fit into all that. If it wasn't for the ongoing war, i would say it just how life is sometimes. You get your ups and downs, it's how life is. Hell, how i miss the good old times when it was pretty much all i ever had to worry about. And still...

I had a chance to change the scene for a while, it was quite a nice relief and it felt nice to reconnect with my friends, unfortunately it wasn't enough to escape the existential dread im coping with, and after i returned back home, everything just started to fall apart again. I'm trying to enjoy things that still bring me some emotions, I don't really care how "weird" it might sound to some people, but it's one of the very few things that are giving me some motivation to hold on.
I've been stress eating and dealing with a strong depression for the last two months, and it's been really tough for me to handle. I do remember all the requests and stuff I've got to do, and as soon as I'll be able to pick up my stylus again i will get back to everyone. I'm sorry. I really am.

btw, i also finally sat down and revised the social links on my profile and the headers, the bluesky (instead of the ultra-right wing shithole the tw*itter has turned into, i have purged my account there completely), tumblr and the updated tip jar should now work as supposed to, let me know if something's broken or brings you to a unusual place